Well, I am starting over. I've not been keeping up with this blog and I have not been keeping up with my weight loss. Mainly because there hasn't been any. I went into a downward spiral and I need to get myself back up and ready to tackle these pounds. I guess I wasn't motivated enough to get this weight off this year. I refuse to get depressed over it. I had a great year even with the weight on. I am now series about getting healthy and finally getting to a better, healthy weight.
I was trying to figure out if I wanted to start the blog over again and remove my old posts but I've decided I am going to keep them all on there. That is my history and I am not ashamed of what has happened with me this year. I've had successes and failures. Things that I can look back and see what I did wrong and what I did right and what I can do better to make this work for me.
I do know that I really need to write on here more often. I need an outlet in regards to my weight loss and I need to be able to vent what I'm feeling about this. This is going to be my journal. Like I originally wanted it to be but felt ashamed that I didn't meet my goals and ended up two pounds heavier overall at the end. I need to be able to right my failures and my successes here so I can track what has worked and what hasn't so I can make this goal a reality..
I've rollercoasted with my weight all year and got up to 175 lbs with my starting weight at 169 lbs. The good news is I have not reached that again after I lost it to 171 lbs which is where I am now. So I am starting right here and right now. This is me and I plan to lose 26lbs to get me to my goal weight of 145 lbs. I am going to take 5 lbs at a time until I reach this..
So this is me.... REAL...
